to my heartache

I know that you are there. Yet you choose to ignore me. And I have to come realize when I saw your recent pics that it might not be you after all. You looked so handsome on your previous pics. I bet lately you have not been taking care of yourself that much., have you? Looks like you have lost weight and you have looked like an addict. Gain back the weight, just a bit. Your deep set eyes has failed to capture my heart lately. And I noticed that your lips are getting darker. Have you been smoking hard?

I wanna see you. I wanna be there.
But... If I do, will I fly into your heart too?

Will I see you?
Will you hug me when I see you?
Will you hold me tight in your arms and kiss me by then?
Will you?
Will you be you?

Doze off... Slip into dreams... Keep me closer... I love you...